I
can honestly say I am scared.
In
less than a week (Jan 26th) I will be moving to South Korea, a country where I
most definitely do not speak the language, where I do not know
anyone, and much worse, a area where I feel more uncertain about my future. I am forcefully taking
the comfortable rug from beneath my feet, to land harshly in unknown
territory.
I
get so nervous that I have started a habit of scratching myself. I don't know
how it began but I've been really itchy and my body is getting the full brutal
reaction of it. I think the whole ordeal is just overwhelming. Before, when I
went to Peru, I had about two months to mentally prepare for my trip. However,
I received a letter from my agency earlier this week informing me of my
sudden departure January 26th. Even though I should be super excited, I think
that fear and nervousness are taking control over my emotional state.
Right
now I am just trying to calm down. Just breathe.
Breathe Ellie Breathe.
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